July is ending soon.
Summary for July, all things not really go smoothly. Thought of study but yet failed to do so, have been sleeping alot. I think this might be the worst midterm i ever been done so far yet managed to point up to average. All the classes and assignment had making be exhausted and i skip many classes for the last two weeks. I should be more discipline, getting a schedule for my life, it has been a mess. I dont wish to make another one. What i want to achieve for the rest of months is getting less usage on facebook, since there is no point following people you would not know in real life or really closed by, it just another trash of the 21th century creation. Secondly, less Clash of Clan gaming time or more organized playing time which is the most time consuming after the social network. Start with my assignment and whole bunch of revision. Be discipline! If you wish the history will be repeated again all this long.
Another much sentimental expression regarding people, " I will not going to ask you, because i dont want to hear another lie". Yet, my friends still lying in front of me, as i know what going in behind. What really happened is me and a friend ask him for drink, he said fine. Later, he sms wouldnt able to join and not answer any calls. Please you want to cheat me go farer, i saw him playing basketball when i in my way back to home right after exam. I saw him i dont want to greet him, i just walk by, my thought at that moment is i wouldnt going to stop that but awaiting how he going to tell me later on. So, he couldnot saw me at that time. Being several days, didnt shows up to talk to me but today Saturday shows up said yumcha. Fine, i always steady, i tell myself to move on, just leave it. He will only call me when he want someone to accompany and yes this time his girlfriend went for exam. I am not going to ask him about that day, sad case he explain that he had went back hometown ady that day. He message me that day, said sorry he couldnt came. And today he said he back hometown. Yet and yet you still want to lie at me since i would not going to ask you. You have been such a bad liar! Huh. I have keeping many secret of others and they hardly realize that. Somtimes, you just need to keep it on your own, and i forced my mouth to keep it keep it from pouring out. What the point? It is really feeling good, when you knew so much of someone compared to others and you can see how that people react to that sistuation such like one girls try to keep low profile while i knew her family are doing on gold jewelry business from the begining. Now, while chating with friends that i get to know that she had speak out some of her background that her family`s business. But, it joyful that i want to said out that her family not owning one gold jewelry shop but TWO!. haha. Again it just made my day, watching how people react. HAHA
I think this enough for today.
2.20am July 28
