父亲节

我的家里，孩子跟父母都没有说什么肉麻温馨的谈话，大家都是放在心里讲心的。

然而，我大哥他去新加坡工作常年在外，甚少回家，所以他打开了这扇门。

上次回家，爸爸投诉说为什么你哥哥会打电话回来问候，和对妈妈说母亲节快乐，反而我什么也没说，我第三的弟弟也是。

今天是父亲节，我哥应该打回去了，而我还犹豫着要不要打，要说什么，会不会很尴尬到时。跟朋友吃完晚餐后，去买了两罐7喜回去“医病”，今天我有点不舒服要发烧了。

在家门口前的路围坐下，打了过去。

电话通了，我开口说了：爸，父亲节快乐。我的眼泪此时在激烈的打滚，想到自己独个儿在外头读书吃了点亏，而且又生病了，我赶快把电话说完。爸爸问我吃完饭没有，我说吃了，再说多一句父亲节快乐，就挂掉电话了。

我爸爸年纪不小了，因为迟婚所以60多岁人还要去工作养我们。

我爱你，爸爸，Happy Father Day。

Regards,

Your son.

Still holding on

For recent months, here have been a little too cold.
Guess i have to update something.

I not sure how many months i had started my degree course, and i only awaiting when it will be ended. Since the first day i step on this school, i really hoping for the day coming. For me it just a process to another round or making to my life. 1 year, not too long nah short. People said don't just focus on result but the process you going through while i bored with all this and that. That theoretically summarize what i have to pour out from my heart. I always been someone 'tree hole' especially my brother, then where`s mine? Engulf the loneliness by your own or engulf by it. Well, i choose the foremost from writing blog and tweeting. And it worked out pretty well, just that people will over sentimental on night time especially before bed time after revising the whole day going through. Huh, kinda messy my english. fail.

What i will going through this long semester is leading a group of ten people which not met before. Why? cause my and my friend could not find any group after some ass stood us up. While the deal to enter another group is one of us have to be the leader. Huh, making me no choice but to take it as i also need to jump out from the comfort zone and start with some serious shits. More or less, i am very like challenging tasks underneath my mind while i try to avoid it in the meantime. Guess this time i want to put myself on test again. Just some random exhibition and video shooting (which i hate the most, and do this for 3 times already, some time i wondering am i taking multimedia design course or what). Nah, all this have to be done eventually. No different taking another role.

Another assignment just another random analysis and comparison report. God bless. I hope all this would not drag down my midterm as well as my final tests. Another tip learned today is opportunity is important while the timing will eventually making it right or not screw it up (cheating on orientation shirt. hehe).

Last, weekly song for this week:

Random Thoughts

Sometimes, we have a glance of thought in our mind.

Till now, i have 2 things in my mind that i want to do:

1. Backpacking to cambodia (Done)
2. Camping at a beach (probably alone will be fun)
3. Wearing a gopro during my graduation (especially the moment i get my scroll)

*p/s: today i just realised you did actually read my blog..i was like..fuck..just fuck..lol..so shy..