Xmas eve updates//

Well, last update before the year going to end.

Shits happens, all my lucks for 4 years seem likely ended.

Everything change from great to normal or worst.

I should not get myself busy for assignments,etc that i forget how to live my life.

性格定命运，suffer from change or suffer from regret.

#tickle in my throat, and i am getting cold.
#Merry Xmas
#Hope everything happening around me are getting better

Live a life. Man.

Video Presentation on this Semester

Sunday night a.k.a Monday early morning. Little update back on Monday about the video things after rushing for the midterm test.

Let me put it into three stages.

First Stage, I`m rushing for two consecutive days, until the very end i post a preview for some parts of the video. Response is hmm.hmm. and some asking me where is the ghost that i promised that day. Well, i am managed to put another ghost face on other scene. Really is due to time constraint that i could not done that all by myself. I tried. Probably they saw the draft video was not so appealing to them. On that night, other groups are performing better as seen in the beginning part, as their video is more open for funny and easy to shoot while ours is much serious and darker about ghost ma..Although some of the groups are not that well, but overall all the groups are focusing on funny funny things which a hard contrast to our video. Then, my group mate start losing confident and worrying also about their funny acting and faces..lol.. I tried to convince them actually our video also not that bad, at least i am the only one who watch it from start to end, i know the video quality is there, not poor but definitely above average because our shooting styles different from others. We shoot the scenes from various angle for better continuous trimming of the actions and not that plain like others taking one angle dragging here and there. We make several angle shooting and put them together for a smooth joining of actions and the overall atmosphere. Okey, i`m should stop explaining how good i am..i mean on video editing as other also committed themselves for the acting and shooting. Get back to that night, my group mate response are also worrying me while my mind still convincing myself that my video quality is still there, definitely not ugly will be looked.

Second  stage, is our turn after our female group mate went for toilet then we became the last group.。。

Sorry but im start losing my patience writing this far..isnt it good if some devices just can convey my thinking and feeling into words..Will be continue on other day..1am now, lot of things still need to follow up and 8am class later.

Raining Night

Hmm, guess another long night.

Every new video editing is a new challenge for me.

I don`t know why am i grabbing all this by myself.

View as challenge or responsibility?

Why during this rush hour, there still nothing done by me. Its happening again. xD

Whenever i get busy, i will busy at doing nothing, hanging there..

Well, gotta put his shit up. Hope for the best, aiming for efficiency not perfection.

父亲节

我的家里，孩子跟父母都没有说什么肉麻温馨的谈话，大家都是放在心里讲心的。

然而，我大哥他去新加坡工作常年在外，甚少回家，所以他打开了这扇门。

上次回家，爸爸投诉说为什么你哥哥会打电话回来问候，和对妈妈说母亲节快乐，反而我什么也没说，我第三的弟弟也是。

今天是父亲节，我哥应该打回去了，而我还犹豫着要不要打，要说什么，会不会很尴尬到时。跟朋友吃完晚餐后，去买了两罐7喜回去“医病”，今天我有点不舒服要发烧了。

在家门口前的路围坐下，打了过去。

电话通了，我开口说了：爸，父亲节快乐。我的眼泪此时在激烈的打滚，想到自己独个儿在外头读书吃了点亏，而且又生病了，我赶快把电话说完。爸爸问我吃完饭没有，我说吃了，再说多一句父亲节快乐，就挂掉电话了。

我爸爸年纪不小了，因为迟婚所以60多岁人还要去工作养我们。

我爱你，爸爸，Happy Father Day。

Regards,

Your son.

Still holding on

For recent months, here have been a little too cold.
Guess i have to update something.

I not sure how many months i had started my degree course, and i only awaiting when it will be ended. Since the first day i step on this school, i really hoping for the day coming. For me it just a process to another round or making to my life. 1 year, not too long nah short. People said don't just focus on result but the process you going through while i bored with all this and that. That theoretically summarize what i have to pour out from my heart. I always been someone 'tree hole' especially my brother, then where`s mine? Engulf the loneliness by your own or engulf by it. Well, i choose the foremost from writing blog and tweeting. And it worked out pretty well, just that people will over sentimental on night time especially before bed time after revising the whole day going through. Huh, kinda messy my english. fail.

What i will going through this long semester is leading a group of ten people which not met before. Why? cause my and my friend could not find any group after some ass stood us up. While the deal to enter another group is one of us have to be the leader. Huh, making me no choice but to take it as i also need to jump out from the comfort zone and start with some serious shits. More or less, i am very like challenging tasks underneath my mind while i try to avoid it in the meantime. Guess this time i want to put myself on test again. Just some random exhibition and video shooting (which i hate the most, and do this for 3 times already, some time i wondering am i taking multimedia design course or what). Nah, all this have to be done eventually. No different taking another role.

Another assignment just another random analysis and comparison report. God bless. I hope all this would not drag down my midterm as well as my final tests. Another tip learned today is opportunity is important while the timing will eventually making it right or not screw it up (cheating on orientation shirt. hehe).

Last, weekly song for this week:

Random Thoughts

Sometimes, we have a glance of thought in our mind.

Till now, i have 2 things in my mind that i want to do:

1. Backpacking to cambodia (Done)
2. Camping at a beach (probably alone will be fun)
3. Wearing a gopro during my graduation (especially the moment i get my scroll)

*p/s: today i just realised you did actually read my blog..i was like..fuck..just fuck..lol..so shy..

長篇大論 關於這學期的點滴

全部東西貌似醬告一段落，加上今晚無聊且提不起勁，不如就寫下久違的博客吧。

一月九日，學期將近尾聲，也意味著考試的來臨，同時也是新年的到來。

打從懂事以來就不大喜歡過新年，因為要去拜見許多的親戚朋友，夠無聊的。

本身家庭就有點小窮，在親戚朋友就算是不提起，自己內心里也不禁有少許的自卑。

嗨...家鄉的朋友要去拜年的，算了，寫到這裡都是那幾嘟屁；這些東西就不寫了。

就寫最近這幾天的事吧，這個學期的功課忙死了，截止日期堆著一起，忙得我幾乎逃了兩個禮拜的課。組員們都很勤勞，顯得我更加懶惰。其實原本就是。哈哈。雖然很忙，可是再忙我也會擠出時間出來睡覺。同一時間不能看這麼多東西啦，頭腦也需要時間消化下。一直拖著組員們的進度，我也不好意思了。這個學期值得說的兩件好事就是，心理學科的影像放映。之前因為隊長無能，拖著了大家的進度。最後熬了兩天臨尾趕出來了，花了一些時間學習網上的教學，花了兩個小時把那個特效做出來了。我自己也半信半疑，畢竟跟著摸一樣的一步步地參考著視頻，在自己畫出，結果不負我所托，效果還蠻好的，那天我沒睡，因為那個禮拜我要趕兩場的聖誕派對，還有三個功課那個禮拜。真是死去活來，做得我。無能的那些組員又一直催，真是催你媽的亥...你不懂一個視頻從剔選，編輯，搭配，配背景音樂音效，字幕，零零種種加上rendering要花多久嗎？傻逼就是傻逼，事實證明英文說得好，看起很厲害的人也是不過如此，不是說我厲害，他們真的很xx下。最後他們的視頻背景噪音真tmd的厲害，我還要幫他們配字幕，干咧，聽到我耳朵都大了，還和稿差醬多。我也信息他說，對不起，我真的做不到。尼瑪他給我關手機，沒辦法，四點多那時，我只好幫他干出來，不想說拿了卻不負責任，說不做就不做，明天還要交。視頻放映那天，我就簡短說下好了，人數是少了，畢竟都學期后了；特效那裡，觀眾都很受落，驚訝了一下，到了這裡，證明我的苦功可沒白花了；最後從啊ahdu口里說，後面的女生說：哇，是不是真的撞上去了?。我心裡只有爽！哈哈。視頻播映完，給的掌聲都是發自內心的，我身後的男生我有聽到，這組做得不錯..hmm當然 ;)哈哈，過後組員上臺介紹自己和視頻解說，過後還有一次掌聲，真是的...哈哈哈，你們的欣賞我感受到了。過後去吃東西后回校途中遇到回教銀行科的組員稱讚說：哇，你（們）演得很好咧。我就推給ahhock說他才是演帝。畢竟我外表上不太在意這些東西，也不想take all this credit by myself, though this is a group project. Everyone have participated on it and really giving comitment to me.這個視頻是我文憑課程后的第二個幕前幕後策劃的，我猶記得那時反應也很 響應一下，因為那時我搞的事背景音樂，那時我真的在youtube聽了上百首歌了..過後講師稱讚是少不了的，其他的印度和外國同學，where u find all this background music? niama i heard over hundred of the fucking songs u know?；這次不一樣的是，我搞了個特效，背景音樂也匆忙中，草草地找了我覺得最適當的。看來我再影像製作這方面也蠻有天賦下的哈哈哈哈。我也搞不懂我在這間學校學的是商業管理，銀行金融，還是film directing and making..干，this fucking U..不過還好正中我強項，電腦的東西難不到我的。還有機會的話，我不希望再做了...

寫到這麼長我也很累，另一個是關於英文的。這個講師本身也沒有很喜歡，因為她教書太死板了，一定要這樣，一定要那樣。今天的mock meeting，我覺得我比diploma的時候好多了。現在的我把分數看得很開，自己能力控制範圍以外的事，絕不做多餘的事，輕鬆的面對。niama diploma的時候，還說我笑，不夠認真..媽的。今天講師說我比上個學期進步了，變得更有自信，更敢講，只是language還是有說華語那樣，說得有點快，所以表達不太好。hock你和我這麼多學期，你應該更了解我，我不是一個一開始就喜歡說話的，我喜歡聽了，最後組合好再說，不是有一兩個point就說出來，這樣的Point結構會很弱，當然他的英文語言能力也限制了他，我也hold足自己等他說，讓他有機會說。這個學期開始，我覺得hock是個愛面子的人，時時要證明自己，有時我也覺得自己能力太強><，會掩蓋了他，有時我也不多表現，我不想讓人覺得我宣賓奪主。我這個學期說真的，變得低調許多了。畢竟到了這階段臥虎藏龍的人也不少，還是低調點好。